It sucks having
to wake up after only two or three hours of sleep because of insomnia. It’s so
hard for me to even articulate how I am feeling right now. My heart is beating
like something bad is going to happen. Or maybe it’s because of the lack of
sleep. I have a big problem of thinking a lot when it’s time for me to sleep. I’ve
tried counting sheep, drinking warm milk, watching something to make me fall
asleep. I’ve tried to imagine myself in a white room, even writing and none of
them helped.
I love being productive,
I think only because it keeps me away from personal thoughts. I’m sure my
thoughts keep me up all night because I choose to ignore them during the day. My
coffee prevents me from being a zombie during the day, maybe that is why I my
days can’t start until I get my morning dose of caffeineJ
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